So… I’ve promised myself to at least to a post on both of my blogs once a week. That’s something I can commit to at this current time. My personal blog will have the usual’s and one post. Probably being a diary-esque entry of sorts.
I’m holding myself together fairly well. I’m trying to get ready for the next semester of school (just wanna get it done with. I need the degree it’s all I care about).
Loving my new job. The team is great and when I’m there it just feels right. Nervous about these graveyard shifts because I’m not super familiar with the tasks they have me assigned to.
I’ve boxed up my anxieties for the most part. They slip out every once in a while. Make a small crack. But I’ve learned how to patch those cracks. They may not be the best holds sometimes, but they work.
Learning to accept that I do have a good support system. However, I’m still trying to accept that my support system is different from what it:
A. Used to be
B. What I thought it would be
Your understanding on concepts changes so much when you get older.
Learning to live with the fact that I am in a good place.
Learning to know that there’s a difference between good, and perfect.
Part of that being, a perfect place doesn’t exist most of the time.